My story to how I recovered after many downfalls is in this book. I originally wrote it because I can see there is not a lack of resources to getting better. There is a lack of commitment BECAUSE there is a lack of belief. I’m not saying this book will make you a believer. What I am saying this is how I recovered to where I’m at now without medications and surgeries. A hardcore 20 year alcoholic, smoker, reached my heaviest of 300lbs, major depressive disorder, suicidal ideation, and pages and pages of medical and mental diagnosis. I would love to say that one day I just “woke up”. I’m sharing how many times my own pride and ego kept me back until I hit my lowest and was sectioned at the psychiatric ward. Yet, hitting my lowest was still not enough for me to see the message of how MY YES was needed.